Do you ever just hate yourself?

Uggghhhh.....I always get so depressed when I get around my friend Tricia. She's done so well in the last year on WW. She's lost 55 pounds. I'm just so proud of her. I'm surounded by people that have done this. I did it myself for such a long time. Time to get my fat butt back in gear!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....